Happy Almost New Year!

Hellooo friends and familia! It has been a spell! Sorry bout that! Excuses of course! Tis the season :) Too busy! Well Happy almost new year. I am sure all of you are relieved that we are still alive with it almost being the end of the world in all! Bwahahaha! Whatever! All that aside, I had an amazing Christmas. God really put our path this season off track. I rejoice that He still finds ways to make me grateful and full of thanks for the things we have. I am riddled with guilt sometimes at the behaviour that comes along with not feeling like everything is going my way and that I am not getting what I want. Sometimes I think I deserve be stripped of all of my luxuries. I also wonder a lot about why God has me right here. What is my purpose? Gahhhh! Deep thoughts I know. That is where I find my mind most of the time. I am really trying to work on some commitment issues I have right now. There is a revised version of the purpose driven life out that bryon and i bought to read together. Neither of us can seem to accomplish this goal. 40 days of really short easy to read chapters. But yet we find ourselves too busy or we feel other things are more important. I am sure God wants me to feel better about my purpose. But until I put in the work I guess I will just feel unsure and cannot complain. So with it being the new year I promise to work on that! Also...bum bum deeee dummmm. Going to start a crochet/knitters group here in Great Falls. Open to the public! Not sure exactly when or how but I will keep you posted! I am super excited about that! I am going to pick up a mannequin head at sally beauty supply so i can use to to model my hats, headbands and other crochet creations. Its going to be epic! Having some youth kids over tonight for dinner and games...really looking forward to spending some much needed time with them! Hope you all are well! Love and miss you all. Sorry for the randomness...I will work on getting back on track!