Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Commitment Issues

Having a really hard time committing to this blog. But then I always find my way back. It is really refreshing in fact! I like having a place to randomly pen down my thoughts! I did change the name of my blog because right now I find it a perfect fit for where I am at in my life and in my head. I just want some simplicity! The more I simplify things the happier I seem to get! Not saying I don't care, I just don't care as MUCH about the small things! So hello again world! Here I am :) Lots of stuff going on at the moment. Really struggling with some potty training. I can't lie...I am pretty frustrated. She loves going potty. That is not the issue. She refuses to poop on the toilet and pees about a billion times a day. I am sure that I have spent more time with her in the bathroom than I have myself my whole life....(SIGH)...With that being said I will just let it rest for a spell until there is more willingness from her. Or the likelihood of going crazy is sure to come. Not to mention the repeating that comes from my mouth....over and over and over and over. I say "Why don't you listen!!!!" Grrrrr. Maybe I am out of touch with toddlerhood. But I do not remember it being this difficult or frustrating with my other two kids. I will chalk it up to me being older and the mere difference in kids. Nuff said there.

I have started a weight-loss challenge with Bryon. We have until July 20 which is our 11 year wedding anniversary to be the biggest loser. Not sure what the prize will be yet...probably some sweet cash! Who does not love them some cash! I rallied up this idea for myself mostly. Bryon brings our a sick competitive nature in me that I can't explain. So I drew him in to light that fire under my rear for this last 15-20 lbs. I would love to shed. Just cannot seem to do it on my own authority! Bummer. Either way it will be good for both of us. In the long run we both get to have fun and get healthier! A win win to me!

In other news I have been crocheting like a mad woman. Tackling the Farmers Market this year...how exciting. Not quite sure what to expect as far as my stuff selling but I am sure to have fun while I attempt being all businessy and stuff! I am going to call my little endeavour "CRAFTYLICIOUS". So for all of my friends..or family for that matter that would love to come and see me this summer I would love that! I have created some new stuff that I am really amped up about! Also having a fantastico and super friend to help and create these things is not half bad at all. I am very certain that I would not be managing to keep my head on straight without her. She has made this whole pre-experience amazing. You know who you are! So thank you holla for loving and helping me. You really are a friend to cherish! I really look forward to this summer with you!

If you are reading this...thanks! Whoever you are for holding an interest in what I have to say. Hopefully I can tend to this little speck of my life a little bit better. When I do update on here I will be sure to put it on Facebook! Hope you have a glorious day!

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