Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Emotional Overload

           Good day! Well the better days are sure to come now that bryon is home hopefully! This last week has been rough. I look back at our Army times and wonder how exactly I survived! Whew. One less kid maybe! No puppies? Not sure. Either way I am spent and really need a vacation!! Without puppies...or kids!! Sorry to my children..I do love you! I am certain I have never in my life cleaned up or stepped in so much pee in my life. A good follow up to the potty training is appropriate about now. Adisynn is.....different. She is a convenient potty trainer. When it is alluring, appealing, fun or convenient for her then it's ok. Every other time all bets are off. Period. I run into some crazy trials being her mother that I have not had to deal with yet in my life raising kids. I should have known after the other two that with her things were going to be different. 2 out of 3...great. 3 for 3= too perfect! God's sense of humor. Now onto Ruth. Puppies are cute for sure but man are they work! Her and adisynn were pee all over the floor buddies last week. Back to back. I'm not going to lie I cried...a lot. Had my mini mommy meltdown. But then I went Fabric shopping and had Chinese food. A great cure all I say! Bryon got home from his man/fishing trip to Canada last night. He has an awesome tan line on his forehead. It looks like a REALLY back makeup line! Pahahaha! But no sympathy from me! No sir! Reason number 2 that I need a vacation. Bryon really gets to do some mad cool things and I struggle with some jealousy and resentment. The common "you owe me" bug. So he will pay up for the next week or so until I am satisfied!!
              Weight loss challenge is not going so well. I just flat out love food. Not overeating or indulging in ways I shouldn't or anything. Just moderating the not so good for you delicious foods! My weight has just stayed the same. A bonus I guess. Time to kick it in gear! Biggest Loser workouts and salads here I come! Dangit!! I will be winner winner chicken dinner! Hopefully my foot heals up nice in the next few weeks. I am being good at giving it time to rest. I did too much too fast on horrible running surface and got perennial tendinitis in my right foot. Dumb. But I went for a 4 mile walk this morning to burn some sweet calories :D
              I had the pleasure of talking to my nephew Tyler for the first time in at least 5 years the other day. He answered in his "man" voice. I didn't even recognize it! We talked for at least a hour about all sorts of awesomeness. I was amazed at how much we had in common and he made me laugh so much. What a joy in my heart! I feel like I know him a little bit now! Esther if you are reading this you sure are blessed to have him! He is a cool cat!
              On the last note of my update. Farmers Market starts this Saturday! Woop woop! I am really looking forward to this experience. Coffee..scones...friends! Ohhhh yeah! I am having a really hard time pricing my items. It is difficult to price your time. I am hopeful of some clarity on that matter soon..I am running out of time! Eeeeek! Feel free to come say hello! I will be set up with Rose as she sells her butterflies and berries jelly! Love you all and hope you are well! Till next time!

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